I’m tired of crying so much and hurting all of the time and being so alone. I am such a worthless person, I’m so disgusting and just trash. Everyone leaves. I get lied to, my own parents didn’t want me. The one person I thought I would have forever no matter what, is now gone. I have no one. I don’t even have myself anymore, because I just hate myself. I can’t do this. I fucking can’t anymore. I just don’t even know what to do or say. Everything gets worse when I think it can’t! I’m so tired of being worthless. I don’t know. I don’t belong here.

And I’m sick of it.

And I’m sick of it.